I didn’t intend to reveal my transsexuality to so many, but once it was done, I couldn’t go back nor did I want to.
I just thought somebody like you might, you know, get it? I mean you dress up like a girl because you feel like it’s who you really are, right? It’s the same thing I do when I put on this suit. I get to be more myself. We’re sort of the same, the man in the giant dog suit told me.
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THE COSTUME CLOSET BY RHIANNON CATHERWOOD
34THPARALLEL MAGAZINE ISSUE 30
The hotel’s elevator doors slid open and a six-foot Labrador Retriever walked in on his hind legs. He came to investigate me, his glossy nose hovering several inches from my face. I did my best not to react. As long as he wasn’t going to pee or hump my leg he wasn’t bothering me too much. I inspected him right back—the soft chocolate brown of his fur, the rough texture of his paws, the expressive glassy eyes, the leather collar with Tucker stitched into it. I had to admit, it was a damn good costume.
Tucker was hardly the strangest encounter that weekend. On the way back to my hotel room, I passed a wide assortment of extra-terrestrials …