34THPARALLEL MAGAZINE

I told him I was sick of being a virgin.

We flow through a swarm of people dancing, laughing, swaying to the beat. We’re looking for the answer when we don’t know the question.

34THPARALLEL MAGAZINE
May 30, 2026
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GOLDFIELDS BY CHRISTINA BAKEWELL 34THPARALLEL MAGAZINE ISSUE 140


Two months into my sophomore year of high school and every day gets harder to endure. I’m surrounded by children. My 15- and 16-year-old schoolmates have no fucking idea what real life is. Their adolescence radiates innocence and inexperience. I can’t handle it. I’m on a whole other level. The only thing we have in common is I’m still a virgin.

The fourth-period bell rings, jumping me in my seat like an alarm. That’s it, I’m out. I grab my bag and walk out to the parking lot. Kayla rolls up. “Let’s go!” she says.

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