I fall into the memory of the fat, dark man snoring on a bench at St Thomas Aquinas’s church in Nice.
ALBUTEROL BY THOMAS DALEY 34THPARALLEL MAGAZINE ISSUE 128
Sitting in my parked vehicle on 300 East
the responsibilities of Thursday abandoned,
replaced by lungs itching
and wheezing, tears unrelenting,
bronchioles inflamed, unprovoked,
on the clearest of November days
unmedicated, though I shouldn’t
like to see another doctor,
I shouldn’t like to see another man
blowing hot air into a landline
though he’s polite like a beggar,
I shouldn’t like to pay another parking ticket
though I don’t mind their accumulation.
I should like to watch the willow
before me bend in soft wind
whilst I fall into the memory of the fat, dark man
snoring on a bench at St Thomas Aquinas’s
church in Nice, his frame slouched over
his lips puttering rhythmically like a horse
or some shitty lawnmower
bouncing vibrations in between
the precariously configured glass at each ear
of the crucifix, the votive candles glowing red
the tips of their flames pulled,
from all directions,
towards his nostrils for the duration
of each strained inhale, I should like
to imagine him there still, snoozing in the
purple light, I should once again like
to have the vision of every Holy Ghost
present at the time, congregating within his cranium
around a luminous cauldron, their pious hands
playing with the blue strings of his
fleur-de-lis dreams,
for as long as they’ll last.
THOMAS DALEY
In my writing I tend to enhance the smaller, unaccountable occurrences. I find as I go that I am perpetually considering and documenting the nuances of persistence. The wear and tear of days compiled, the wonderfully strange applications of the intrinsic motivator that seems to hum a sort of “keep at it” melody in the ear of life. Through great distances traveled and many atypical environments sponged, I have begun to create a body of written work that I hope will one day serve as my humble contribution to the archives of the relentless addiction to hard-fought movement.
Can't think of a more noble quest than making "contribution to the archives of the relentless addiction to hard-fought movement."