Did I want a baby? Did I want an abortion?34MAGSep 24, 2019Sign up to like postSubscribeLoginPrivacyTermsInformation collection noticeShare What does the word mommy even mean? How long would I last? I swam out beyond the breakers and let the ocean hold me. I floated. Maybe I’d be okay. KOYAANISQATSI BY ANAMYN TUROWSKI 34THPARALLEL MAGAZINE ISSUE 66This post is for paying subscribersSubscribeAlready a paying subscriber? Sign in